Today, I danced more than I ever have in a competition. I was only meant to dance once in Theatrical Troupes. I ended up being roped into Hip Hop Trios, Couples Cha Cha and Jive, Couples Merengue and Mambo. It was fun while it was happening but now I’m tired and annoyed.
I had a very good time at a party last night. It was a fairly low-key 22nd birthday. I was warned that it might degenerate into a drinking party but it didn’t get close to that. I spent most of the time talking to James and Leonie T. There are some people that I consistently have wonderful talks with — Damjan, James, Kate, Vera, Megan and my brother Jason. These people I just bounce off. It’s very satisfying and I wish I could hang out with friends all the time.
I’ve noticed that I have become more and more “girly”. I used to take pride in my rationality, sensibleness and well-considered actions. Yesterday though, and typically, I was silly, energetic, blunt, relationship- and personal-history-oriented in conversations and usually laughing. It’s more fun to be like this but I am afraid that people will get the impression I’m shallow and rude. I guess I can be a bit more careful and diplomatic from now.
I used to be the sensible person in my social circle too, but now I have many people suspecting I’m “really a blonde under the black hair”. I like being a bimbo sometimes. Not all the time, though. [You can usually tell what mood I’m in by what I’m wearing though — sometimes it’s the artsy feel, sometimes business like…] You know, I hate to admit it, but for the most part, I think blondes do have more fun. 😉
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